I SURRENDER
Acts 9:3-16
Last week we launched out into what some believe to be, after the birth, death and resurrection of Jesus, the greatest event in history. In this single event we got a sense of just how amazing the grace of God is. We saw how the grace of God pursued the man who was pursuing Christians like a wild animal on the hunt. Not only did God in His grace pursue Saul of Tarsus, He redeemed and reconciled the greatest enemy of the Gospel. Listen to what this redeemed, reconciled man would one day write —
2 Corinthians 5:18-21 All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; 19that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation. 20Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us. We implore you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. 21For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
That was not merely theology — it was a REALITY that radically and utterly and transformed him.
QUOTE: Keller — We cannot live with God and we cannot live without God. This is the essence of man’s condition.
You see — as rebels we can’t live with God; yet as creatures made for fellowship with our creator we can’t live without God. Only in Christ are we reconciled to God — and only as redeemed, reconciled rebels do we truly live. And when that happens you KNOW that you are truly know God and that you are truly alive! You might not know the theology or the chapter and verse — but you know that you are at peace with God — and that you have!
There is so much of God’s grace in this moment!
GRACE TRANSFORMS — The grace that pursued, redeemed and reconciled Saul of Tarsus also transformed him! The grace of God transformed the murderer into a missionary, the exterminator into an evangelist; the threat to the Gospel into the great theologian whose writings explained the Gospel he once so relentlessly tried to erase from the world.
GRACE CAN CHANGE ANYONE — NO ONE expected Saul to become a Christian (we will see that in a Christian named Ananias v.10-16). By the way — we need to remember that there is a reason why the unbeliever (we think is beyond saving) opposes Jesus and the Gospel (if you’re a Christian that used to be you). Virtually all of the unbeliever’s life is threatened if Christianity is true! Christianity is a threat to our dark and doomed little Kingdoms of One that we have set up for our glory and gratification in opposition to the Kingdom of God and the Will of God. Christianity is a threat to any religions because Jesus said of Himself, “I am the way, the truth and the life; no one comes to the Father but by Me.” The Gospel’s a threat to any religions because “there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved” (Acts 4:12).
When we look at the world organizing itself without God and against God — and those who are most influential in that — we need to remember that God’s grace can change anyone! The conversion of Saul of Tarsus would be like Molly Yard (radical pro-abortionist) becoming pro-life and championing New Life Pregnancy Centers; Madalyn Murray O’Hair believing in Jesus and becoming the great advocate of public prayer; the supreme Ayatollah of Iran getting converted and becoming a Christian missionary to Muslims in Iran and Syria and Saudi Arabia.
GRACE CHANGES EVERYTHING — The grace of God for sure transformed Saul’s plans. Saul came to take prisoners, but God took him prisoner. He came to cause suffering, but joined the ranks of the sufferers. The grace of God for sure transformed Saul’s pride. Up to this moment in Acts 9 Saul believed in his own righteousness and worthiness, but found instead the righteousness and worthiness of Christ.
GRACE CHANGES HISTORY — The grace of God at work in this one man’s life changed the course of history. Saul was made for God’s story and God’s glory. Saul was fearfully and wonderfully made. He was a man of tremendous vision, courage and zeal.
He was a man who possessed the fierce, fearless, and relentless commitment that would be needed to bring the Gospel to the uttermost parts of the world.
Until Acts 9 everything that made him the perfect instrument for bringing the Gospel to the uttermost parts of the world had been perverted by sin and was being used against the cause of the Gospel and against the name of Jesus. GRACE redeemed all of those talents and traits and used them for God’s story and God’s glory!
1 Corinthians 15:10-11 But by the grace of God I am what I am,
The Gospel moved from a Jewish culture and a Jewish world view in Jerusalem and spread, just as Jesus said, to the uttermost parts of the world and ultimately changed MY history — and the history of so many here this morning — and we pray by that same grace change the history of even more men and women by the end of our time together this morning.
Right up front I want us all to understand that THAT is what grace does — it changes history! It changes history in our lives as individuals before God — the way we will live on this side of heaven. Most likely none of us of us will shape history as Paul the apostle did. But the grace of God in every redeemed, reconciled rebel will change the course of history in a marriage, a family, a neighborhood, a classroom, a workplace!
As we continue we are going to see how the grace of God caused Saul of Tarsus to say I SURRENDER!
3Now as he went on his way, he approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. 4And falling to the ground he heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” 5And he said, “Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.
It was not the light that caused Saul to say I SURRENDER. It surely stopped him in his tracks.
Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus
Jesus gave the arch-enemy of the Gospel and an IMMEDIATE answer. Jesus is ALWAYS ready to answer the serious enquirer.
DON’T MISS THIS — The name of Jesus was the LAST thing he ever expected to hear out of heaven, or from the midst of a light more brilliant than the sun at midday because Saul believed Jesus to be dead — he believed Jesus to be a mere man who died and stayed dead like every other man who was nailed to a Roman cross.
The name of Jesus was very familiar to Saul. Jesus was the very name Saul hated and persecuted. Saul had lashed out against that name countless times. He would have buried it forever if he could.
I can remember how familiar the name of Jesus was to me, and how meaningless it was to me. The priests and nuns who spoke His name countless times over 12 years of education might have just as well been talking about George Washington or Abraham Lincoln. Jesus was just a name — not the risen, ruling Savior and Lord. That’s why I could use it in a string of obscenities! The last thing I ever expected was to hear it in a way that would CHANGE MY LIFE! There might be those here today who take the name of Jesus lightly — your spouse speaks His name, your parent or children speak His name, your neighbor speaks His name, a classmate or co-worker speaks His name — but it is meaningless to you. It’s our prayer that this morning you will discover that the name of Jesus alone can save and transform your Life.
Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus….”
THIS IS HUGE — At the core of Saul’s surrender was the shocking discovery that Jesus is not some dead leader of a religious sect in Israel — Jesus is the risen, living, Lord and Savior!
The Christians had been constantly proclaiming this in Jerusalem (Acts 2:32; 3:15; 5:30–32). But as many times as Saul heard it, Saul refused to accept. He did so for the same reasons unbelievers reject that same proclamation today — If Jesus was alive, then Saul had to change his mind about Jesus and His message — He would have to repent and surrender his position as self-sovereign in his dark and doomed Kingdom of One.
By the way — there is really no explanation for Saul of Tarsus becoming Saul the Apostle apart from the resurrection of Jesus. During the late 1800’s, in England, there were two well-known and scholarly men who joined forces in an attempt to discredit Christianity and put an end to it — Sir Gilbert Hawkins and Lord Littleton. They understood that for that to happen they would have to disprove the two events upon which they believed the credibility of Christianity hinged: 1. The resurrection of Jesus because it validates the claims of Christ to deity and the necessity of the sacrifice of the cross. 2. The conversion of Saul of Tarsus because his transformed life proves that Christ is risen.
Hawkins undertook a study to prove the Resurrection a hoax. He that the Resurrection record proved undeniable and credible because the historical and archaeological evidence was irrefutable.
Littleton planned on disproving the Conversion of Paul. He discovered that the Conversion of Paul was a result of Paul’s own, personal experience with the resurrected Jesus, and had so transformed Paul that it literally changed the course of History.
But here’s the extra awesome bit — They had zero doubt that they would succeed. So at the start of their plan they agreed to come together after one year of research to celebrate their success in disproving Christianity. When they came together, they discovered that each of them had, without the other’s knowledge, become Christians!
“I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.”
These words of Jesus tell us that the believer is intimately and inseparably united with the living Jesus — a part of His body here on earth. Every attack on a Christian was an attack on Jesus.
The New King James reads — Then the Lord said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads.”
The content is accurate, but it was not in Luke’s original text. It was added by those copying the manuscript based on Acts 26:14.
Notice how Jesus REASONS with Paul about his sin and rebellion against God. The goad was an instrument for guiding oxen.
It was a rod about 8ft. Long that was brought to a sharp point. The saying, kicking against the goads was a Greek proverb that referred to UNAVAILING RESISTANCE to superior power.
QUOTE: Amplified Bible — “It is DANGEROUS and turns out badly for you to keep kicking against the goad – that is – to offer vain and perilous resistance.”
Jesus used this metaphor because there was a history of the grace of God in His dealings with this man. The grace of God was at work in Saul at least as far back as the up to this point by means of Stephen’s testimony and death (Acts 7:54-60). Saul was fighting against Jesus to His own hurt and pain! Essentially, Saul is the ox; Jesus is the farmer; Saul is dumb and stubborn - yet valuable, and potentially extremely useful to the Master’s service. Jesus is goading Saul into the right direction, and the goading causes Saul pain, but instead of submitting to Jesus, Saul is kicking against the goad - and only increasing his pain.
HERE’S THE POINT — To resist God, who wants to save you from sin, is UNREASONABLE and SELF-DESTRUCTIVE. Yet there are those who rebel against God’s Word, His servants, and His divinely appointed circumstances. All of these things are like goads meant to guide a person to Jesus. But people kick against them, and the more they kick the more harm comes to them here, and in eternity. Kicking against grace only leads to pain!
DON’T MISS THIS — Saul was kicking hardest right at the moment of meeting Jesus! Apply that to those you’ve been praying for who seem to be fighting harder than ever against the Lord.
GRACE IS RADICAL IN IT’S FOCUS AND COMPASSION — Jesus said to Saul — It is hard for you. Jesus is the one being persecuted, yet He is concerned for how hard it was for Saul to be fighting against grace!
5And he said, “Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. 6But rise and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.”….. 8Saul rose from the ground, and although his eyes were opened, he saw nothing. So they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. 9And for three days he was without sight, and neither ate nor drank.
SAUL SURRENDERS TO JESUS!
THE PROOF of saving grace is recognizing Jesus Christ as Lord… SUBMITTING to His authority. Saul once had no regard for — no allegiance to — no love for Jesus. Now Saul views Jesus as the absolute authority and SURRENDERS to His authority!
QUOTE: Spurgeon — Depend on it, my hearer, you never will go to heaven unless you are prepared to worship Jesus Christ as God.
CONVERSION is at the heart of Christianity, and CHANGE is at the heart of conversion.
DEFINITION: Convert = cause to change in form, character, or function:
Here is the essential change that marks conversion. We were made to live for God’s story and God’s glory. God intended for our lives to display His glory — to be the expression of His Kingdom and His will. But since Genesis 3 sin has made us (what Paul Tripp calls) “glory thieves”. Rather than living for God’s Story and God’s glory we have all set up our little Kingdoms of One. In our Kingdoms of One we steal the story and rewrite it. We rewrite with ourselves playing the role of God and our lives at center stage. Living in our Kingdoms of One we plot daily to steal the glory that belongs to God. Our Kingdom of One is in a fierce, pitched, vertical war against God.
Romans 8:7 For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God’s law; indeed, it cannot.
DON’T MISS THIS — The establishing of our Kingdoms of One puts us in a war with Him. It’s an intensely vertical war in which we plot to take the very position of God. The daily battle to rob God of His glory is behind everything that’s broken in this world.
HERE’S THE DEAL — The Risen Lord Jesus meets Saul of Tarsus and Saul is converted. The KJV has this addition to verse 6.
Acts 9:6 KJV And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do?
The manuscript evidence doesn’t support the inclusion of that statement — but we know from the rest of the Book of Acts and the letters of Paul that this question was the driving force in the life of Paul from this moment forward. He goes from living for self to living for Jesus, from desiring his own will to desiring and doing the will of Jesus. THAT is the evidence of conversion!
Philippians 2:13 NLT For God is working in you, giving you the desire to obey him and the power to do what pleases him.
DON’T MISS THIS — It is the transforming power of the love of Jesus that made Saul want to surrender his Kingdom of One and his position as self-sovereign in it. Paul discovered that there is a real Jesus. Saul met Him. Saul discovered that the Jesus he hated loves those who hate Him. Saul discovered that Jesus has more grace than he had sin!
2 Corinthians 5:14-15 For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one has died for… 15and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised.
Romans 12:1 I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. 2Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
Romans 6:13-14; 22 NLT Do not let any part of your body become a tool of wickedness, to be used for sinning. Instead, give yourselves completely to God since you have been given new life. And use your whole body as a tool to do what is right for the glory of God. 14 Sin is no longer your master, for you are no longer subject to the law, which enslaves you to sin. Instead, you are free by God’s grace. … 22 But now you are free from the power of sin and have become slaves of God. Now you do those things that lead to holiness and result in eternal life.
It is the transforming power of the life and love of Jesus that causes a rebel to want his will to come into conformity with God’s will — makes the rebel want to say, What will you have me to do?
LISTEN CAREFULLY! To live life without asking that question is to assign yourself to a sub-human existence — deny your true identity. Let me explain.
In the record of creation God did something with Adam and Eve that He didn’t do with anything else He created. Immediately after creating the man and the woman God spoke to them. God didn’t do that with anything else He had created. That begs the question, Why did God talk to them? God had perfectly created the man and the woman. They were living in a perfect environment. He made them perfect people living in a perfect relationship with God and each other. But God speaks to them because even before sin entered the world they could not figure out life on their own! They were not wired to be independent agents in God’s universe. God created the man and the woman to be dependent upon Him. As we read the creation account we see God informing them as to what they were to do with their lives!
QUOTE: Paul Tripp — They didn’t need help because they were sinners. They needed help because they were human.
The same Jesus who will inform this redeemed reconciled rebel was there with our first parents before the Fall — He is there as the Wonderful Counselor (Isaiah 9:6) defining their identity and their purpose in His creation.
God made the man and woman to live on the platform of His Word and His will. We need the Word of God to inform us of the will of God. At the core of the fall is man and woman deciding to be independent of the Word and the will of God. They decided that they would not build their lives on the platform of God’s revealed Word and will. Those who choose to be informed by their own their own fallen desires and emotions, or by the wisdom of fallen and broken created things, are building their lives on a platform of lies — and THAT’S why everything’s broken in this world!
At the very core and heart of God’s redeeming love is His desire to restore those who set out to find their identity and purpose in utter defiance of God’s Word and God’s will; who set out to build their lives on a platform of lies.
We’ve seen the amazing, pursuing redeeming, grace of God pursuing rebels. And here we see the chief of rebels saying — I SURRENDER.
DON’T MISS THIS — From this moment forward the question of Paul’s life will never be — “What can YOU do for ME for my glory?” His entire life is driven by the question — “What Can I do FOR YOU and your glory?”
QUOTE: Henry Martin, a missionary, cried as he knelt on India’s coral strands — “Here let me burn out for God.”
QUOTE: David Brainerd, a missionary to North American Indians declared to the Lord — “Lord, to thee I dedicate myself. Lord I desire nothing else; I desire nothing more.”
QUOTE: D.L. Moody — “Use me then, my Savior, for whatever purpose, and in whatever way Thou may require. Here is my poor heart, an empty vessel; fill it with Thy grace.”
10Now there was a disciple at Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.” And he said, “Here I am, Lord.” 11And the Lord said to him, “Rise and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul, for behold, he is praying, 12and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.” 13But Ananias answered, “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints at Jerusalem. 14And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on your name.” 15But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel.
REMEMBER — God made Saul for this; CHOSE Saul for this; SAVED Saul for this!
to carry my name
Wherever He sends us — whatever He sends us to do — we carry His name. Remember — as we scatter from here on mission, in culture — we carry His name.
16For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.” 17So Ananias departed and entered the house. And laying his hands on him he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus who appeared to you on the road by which you came has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” 18And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and he regained his sight. Then he rose and was baptized; 19and taking food, he was strengthened.
CLOSE
What an exciting prospect — To be reconciled to God; to have a relationship with God; to be redeemed from a life built on a platform of lies; to have a life informed by God’s Word and Will that defines our identity and our purpose in His creation; to be an instrument in the hands of God vessels by which His redeeming love and power is exercised in this broken world for His glory and man’s good.